Announcing Baby Z

Cedar Lee October 11th, 2009

I had my baby 9 hours after my last blog post.  As it turns out, it was probably not the best idea to stay up till 5 am that night working on my website, because I woke up at 7 am in active labor.  Luckily everything went smoothly, quickly and wonderfully!

Z was born on October 4th at 2 pm, weighing 7 pounds 13 ounces.  He has a lusty cry and a voracious appetite, and he was given a clean bill of health by the pediatrician.

Today Z is one week old, and we’ve finally gotten around to taking our first family photo.

First family photo

Z is 3 or 4 days old here:

I’m dreaming of the new art I will make when I go back to work, but for now I’m off to enjoy my babymoon!

On Maternity Leave, Officially

Cedar Lee October 2nd, 2009

Over the past month I’ve successfully gotten a couple dozen paintings prepared, delivered, and shipped out to their various new homes and up onto art gallery walls to be displayed and sold!  As of a few days ago, I’ve officially declared that my maternity leave has begun.

This photo of me was taken a couple of weeks ago, at about 37 weeks pregnant with my first child:

Pregnant in Tree

At that point I was still climbing trees.  Now, not so much!  My estimated due date is now fast approaching, and I’ve shifted my focus inward for the time being.  You can expect things to get quiet around here for awhile, but I’ll check in when I can.

I plan to get back to work in the studio in January and start releasing new works again by February.  I won’t be taking on any new commissioned work until February.

Looking ahead to 2010, my artistic efforts next year will be focused on further developing several ongoing series’:

Sunflower Series

Sunflower Heart III

Lotus Series

Lotus XIV

Looking Up Series

Autumns Meridian

Cosmic Dance Series

cosmic dance ii

For the past 9 months, the same creative energy I put into my work has also been going into the creation of a new baby.  Now that same energy will form the start of a new family.  It is a never-ending process of growth.  Please keep me in your thoughts as I embark on this adventure!

Sunflower Art in Western North Carolina

Cedar Lee July 1st, 2009

This week I am in my gorgeous hometown of Asheville, NC for a few days.

Yesterday I visited my gallery in Waynesville, which is a small town about a 40-minute drive west of Asheville.  The area is hopping with culture and tourism, and Twigs and Leaves has a great location on Main Street, which is a fun place to walk around and enjoy interesting shops and good restaurants.

I was at the gallery to touch up 7 of my 9 recent sunflower panels, which had been slightly scuffed around the edges during shipping.  The damage was completely my fault, as I was in such a hurry to get them shipped off that I didn’t wait long enough for the oil paint to set, and it was still tacky.  I should have let them dry for another week.  (Oil paint dries sooo slowly!)  Lesson learned.

So, after several hours of meticulous touch-up work involving color-matching and careful brushstrokes, the paintings were restored to perfect condition.  They look great and are hanging in the front window of the gallery:

Cedar\'s Sunflower Art in Window of Twigs & Leaves Gallery, Waynesville, NC

Next was a visit to meet one of my collectors in person while I was in the area.  She purchased 9 different sunflower paintings earlier this year and has displayed them in her home in a grid just like the ones above.

Her home, which she and her husband had built to their specifications and just moved into this year, is built of gleaming wood.  It’s architecturally beautiful, with large open spaces, wraparound decks, and big windows facing incredible mountain views.

When you walk in the front door, the first thing you see is my paintings hanging on the wall of their foyer.

Sunflower Art in Collectors' Home

Sunflower Art in Collectors' Home

The foyer and kitchen are one large open room–this angle is from the kitchen:

Sunflower Art in Collectors' Home

Here’s from the top of the staircase:

Sunflower Art in Collectors' Home

And here are the happy collectors!

Sunflower Art in Collectors' Home

They are very sweet people, and were gracious hosts.  I brought my mom along for the visit and we spent a couple of hours enjoying their company.

Sunflower Art in Collectors' Home

That’s me on the left.

Sunflower Art in Collectors' Home

So, this week is off to a fantastic start for me, and I still have my baby shower to look forward to later in the week.  My mother and mother-in-law are arranging it, and I can’t wait!  Unlike a traditional baby shower, men will be included.  They are planning to serve great food and it should be a good party.

I probably won’t update again till I’m back home in Baltimore next week.  I’ll leave you with this picture of my 12-year-old brother’s new kitten, Daisy.  She is possibly the cutest kitten I’ve ever met, which is saying a lot since cuteness is one of the defining qualities of kittens.

Kitten Named Daisy

I hope everyone has a safe and festive 4th of July!

Happy Fathers’ Day!

Cedar Lee June 20th, 2009

“If you can give your child only one gift, let it be enthusiasm.”  ~ Bruce Barton

My dad has enthusiasm in spades, and he gave that gift to me–possibly through genes but definitely through example.  Feeling thankful for my sweet dad today.

Cedar\'s Dad

Happy Fathers’ Day and many thanks to all the fathers, grandfathers, step-fathers, fathers-to-be, and father figures of all kinds!

Upcoming: Trees!

Cedar Lee May 11th, 2009

I’m staring at a beautiful blank 40″ x 30″ canvas, the white space rife with possibility.  I know what I’m going to paint on it, but I’m still working out the logistics of the design before I begin.  For now I’ll just say it’s going to be the newest addition to my “Looking Up” tree series!

Blank canvas rife with possibility

The latest batch of sunflower paintings has been successfully shipped to the gallery in NC.  The gallery owner loves them, which makes me happy.  She’s sending me a copy of this year’s Waynesville Gallery Association brochure with my sunflower art on the cover, which is to be distributed all over Western North Carolina!

If someone’s going to sell your work for you, first they have to be a fan of it themselves–it’s such an obvious fact, but I remember a time not too long ago when I was so eager to show in any gallery, under any circumstances, that I didn’t even think about that part.

Now that I’ve developed long-term relationships with several galleries, I realize how lucky I am to work with people who relate to me well on a professional as well as a personal level, and believe in me and my work.  The painting I’m about to start is probably going to one of my Maryland galleries when it’s done–more on that later!

My puppy Blake was neutered on Friday.  For months we’ve known with dread that it was coming, and we couldn’t bear to say the word “neuter” in front of him, so we started calling it “his noodles appointment” and it stuck.  We’d say, “Do you think when Blake gets his noodles he’ll stop digging under the fence?” or “Oh Blake, I’m really sorry you have to get your noodles, my sweet little guy.” or in angrier moments, “Blake, you little @*#$!^, you ate my favorite shoes!!!  Boy do I have some noodles for you.”

Blake is now in recovery from his noodles and is doing well.  He has to wear the ridiculous Elizabethan collar, aka lampshade, to keep him from messing with his incision while it heals.  For the first day his eyes were so sad and he walked around with his head down, clumsily bumping his lampshade into things, and it compounded my already terrible guilt at what we’ve done to him.  But now he’s gotten used to wearing it and is acting like his normal self, so it’s not too bad.

Blake wearing an Elizabethan collar aka \

I hope everyone had a great Mothers’ Day weekend!  This was the first Mothers’ Day when I could vaguely claim credit for being a mother.  I wasn’t sure if mothers-to-be count or not, but then I remembered the 3 months of nausea, vomiting and fatigue, my carefully orchestrated new diet, and the hours of baby-related research I now do every day, and decided that it totally counts.

Expectant Artist

Cedar Lee March 30th, 2009

I’m finally back in the studio after my lovely vacation.  My first 4 days back in town have been busy.  My grocery shopping and laundry are done, I’ve ordered 21 blank canvases and artist boards and 5 new tubes of oil paint, and my email inbox is getting better.  Progress on my new studio has become somewhat stalled, but I’m working on it a little bit at a time.  I’ve even blocked out time to get my taxes done this week!

My inventory of paintings currently for sale is consistently dwindling.  I feel so blessed to keep selling my work to people who want it and to have a flow of income, especially when it seems everywhere I turn I’m hearing stories of artists struggling to make even one sale.  My main source of anxiety about work these days is that I need to create more paintings as soon as I can!

The past couple of months, I’ve been less productive than usual in the studio.  But I have an good reason!  As I publicly announced this week to all my family and friends, my husband Kevan and I are expecting our first child in mid-October!  We are delighted.  However, morning sickness (NOT FUN) and crippling fatigue have plagued me every day for the past 2 months.  I had no idea early pregnancy could be so debilitating and I am truly humbled.

That said, I’m now at the end of the first trimester and everyone tells me I should start feeling better very soon, and I am eagerly willing that to be true.  For now, I’m going to just do whatever I can each day.

Cleveland, my 2-year-old pear tree, is displaying full clusters of sweet pink buds in the true spirit of springtime.  The air has been alternating between chilly and balmy, and the grass is becoming more vibrantly green.

Cleveland Pear Tree Buds

I rarely see the sunrise, but I did today and the glowing orange light was surreal.  Today I’m working on a new set of paintings for my Sunflower art series, so it seems the sun has set the perfect mood for today’s work.

I’ll post pictures of new paintings as soon as I have them!

Irises, Growing Things, Summer Dreams

Cedar Lee February 5th, 2009

We had an ice storm last week and all the little twigs on the trees were coated in ice–it was so beautiful! When I was 12, my little sister was born in the middle of the night during an ice storm, so whenever I see trees perfectly encased in ice, I think of that day.

Here’s a poem I wrote in college:

Growing Things

The night Shirah was born,
a cracked leafy web of ice crystals
crept up the window. In the yard,
each branch of each bare tree
was coated all around
by a slick glassy tube of ice.
The morning brought a pink sunrise
over fragrant roses on the windowsill.

The day Jordan was born,
making me big sister once more,
I danced,
his small soft perfection
clasped to my chest,
and sang to him
“Swing Low, Sweet Chariot”
for hours while Mama slept.

Mama’s wedding ring was a turquoise opal
flanked by tiny diamonds.
She dug her happy brisk hands
into earth’s black richness,
squatting in her garden
every day for years.
One by one the diamonds
were lost in the dirt
but the garden became a fruit-bearing jungle
full of mangos and blue jays.

The poem is about my mom, or really all mothers, and how they give so much of themselves to help their children grow. And in a more general sense, it’s about how life can be hard, cold, and filled with loss, but those joyful moments when you celebrate the fruit of your labor make everything okay.

So, I’ve been thinking about how I really should get started planting some seeds indoors for this year’s garden–I’ve been dreaming of “growing things.” The deadest part of winter is the time to prepare for the new life of spring.

These irises come up in my garden every spring, and are very similar to the wild irises I’ve come across when hiking in the mountains.

Irises in Cedar\'s garden

This flower is so gorgeous and regal–it looks like it’s celebrating! In reading about the iris flower, I discovered that it can symbolize many things, including faith, hope, wisdom, royalty, passion, courage and admiration.

I found this blurb on the history of irises at proflowers.com:

The iris’s history is rich, dating back to Ancient Greek times when the Greek Goddess Iris, the messenger of the gods and the personification of the rainbow, acted as the link between heaven and earth. Purple irises were planted over the graves of women to summon the Goddess to guide the dead in their journey. Ancient Egyptian kings marveled in the iris’s exotic nature, and drawings have been found of the flower in a number of Egyptian palaces. During the Middle Ages, the meaning of irises became linked to the French monarchy, and the Fleur-de-lis eventually became the recognized national symbol of France. From their earliest years, irises were used to make perfume and as a medicinal remedy. Today, they are primarily seen in gardens, in bouquets, and in the wild all over the world.

I was inspired to paint irises. Here’s what I’ve got so far. Right now just the very first layer is done–the base color. The end result will include a lot more color and detail. I’d say at this point it is about 1/4 of the way done.

Irises Work in Progress

I’ve been having a recurring dream of sitting in my garden on a blanket in the grass. The sun is shining, birds are making a racket, and the temperature is about 90 degrees Fahrenheit. I’m wearing shorts, have a good novel in my hand, and I’m munching on a fresh batch of guacamole and chips, with a tall glass of iced tea at my side. The suntan lotion is lying next to my sandals, which were carelessly kicked off. Every muscle in my body relaxes under the heavy heat of the sun. Bees are buzzing and I can smell the sharp scent of basil and mint, and tomatoes ripening on the vines in my garden.

Somehow I’ll have to stick it out until the weather warms up–experimenting with recipes for delicious soups and wearing big fluffy socks should help.

I’m Still Here

Cedar Lee October 27th, 2008

It has been too long since my last posting–I’ve been so busy.  For one thing, because of the large number of Jewish holidays in October, the little girl I baby-sit on occasion had a lot of days off from school in the past couple of weeks, and my services were needed more than usual.

Babysitting

My other part-time job, installing gallery shows at an arts center, is also giving me a lot of work.  I’m trying (with partial success) to maintain some semblance of a workout routine, I have started meditating more regularly, I’ve been taking weekly voice lessons, and I’ve been working hard on puppy training every day with little Blake.

On top of all that, I just returned home from 4 days out of town to attend the wedding of a friend.  It was a beautiful wedding, sweet and full of humor, and I’m glad I went.

Wedding

But now I find myself at the end of the month already, and I wish time would slow down.

I’ve got 7 paintings in progress right now–almost all are still in the planning stages.  I’ve got to get a move on, especially since a few of them have deadlines.  I have some bulbs that urgently need to be planted before it gets too cold, and I still need to do some research on local judges and referendums before Election Day.

And Halloween is only 4 days from now–when I was little, I used to wonder why more grown-ups didn’t dress up for Halloween.  Now I know it’s not because grown-ups are no fun.  It’s because some years, they don’t have time to even think about Halloween until it sneaks up on them.  My 11-year-old cousin is dressing as the ocean goddess Yemaya this year, and I think her costume is awesome.

Yamaya

Despite my hectic schedule, I have managed to find the time to do some walking outdoors and appreciate the leaves on the trees turning golden, copper, bronze, and scarlet against the backdrop of a cloudy fall sky.  Seeing these beautiful things now will give me creative fuel as the nights get longer and colder.

Leaves

Much of my time has been going towards the administrative side of my business–staying organized, paying bills, marketing, corresponding, etc.  I’ve got a lot of things to juggle at the moment, but never fear, fresh paintings are on the way.  Stay tuned!

Awakening

Cedar Lee September 25th, 2008

Awakening

36 x 42″ Acrylic on Canvas

Awakening

This is a painting of the first breath of morning–the threshold between today and tomorrow.  I like how the light and darkness are separated–which one is in the foreground?  Is the darkness opening up to reveal a window of sunlight?  Or is the sunlight seeping over the darkness, like a poured liquid?

My goal was to depict the simple happiness of waking up to a new day full of promise.

Awakening Detail 1

The light of the not-quite-risen sun stretches its fingers across the sky, in between the delicate swirls of moonlight.

Awakening Detail 2

The sun is about to rise behind a young leafy tree, and there is a small flock of birds flying on the horizon.

Awakening Detail 3

But the night has not yet released its hold–the sky high above is still full of millions of tiny sparkling stars.

Awakening Detail 4

Like all of my recent paintings, this is painted on a gallery-wrapped canvas, meaning the painting continues onto the edges, where the canvas is stretched around the underlying frame, which I built out of wood.  The edges are 1.5″ deep.

Awakening Detail 5

What it looks like in a room:

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And of course, I made a video for this one.  (I’m on a roll!)

The YouTube link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKTV3c4Cf-s

The timing of this painting is perfect, because today is a happy new day indeed!

Last year, you may recall, I told you about my aunt and uncle who live in Italy who were about to adopt a little girl from Africa.  Sadly, that adoption fell through because of lack of communication and international bureaucracy.  They were heartbroken–our whole family mourned with them, as we had already thought of this little girl as one of ours.

But they decided to start the process all over again and were placed with another child.  This time it is truly happening for real!  They arrived in Bamako, Mali today and by now have probably already met their new son, Ichiaka!  (Pronounced “ee-SHA-ka.”)  He is about a year and a half old and he is healthy and beautiful–I’m so happy for my aunt and uncle, who have waited so long for this, and I can’t wait to meet my new cousin!

One more thing and then I’ve got to get back to work–

I have a recommendation.  If you love food (mmm, who doesn’t?) and you are looking for a good read that also makes you think, read this book!  I’m not even halfway through with it and it’s already impacting my life.

Animal, Vegetable, Miracle: A Year of Food Life by Barbara Kingsolver.

More Sunflowers & My Dad

Cedar Lee June 11th, 2008

I am really enjoying painting this series! This should be it for sunflowers, at least for a little while. There are other things on my list of things to paint that I really need to get to.

Again, these are all 16 x 16″, oil on hardboard panels.

Moonbright

Moonbright

Russian Mammoth

Russian Mammoth

And, I think my favorite one so far out of the whole series is this one:
Italian White

Italian White

Here’s what this artwork looks like in a room:

Sunflowers in Room

I just got a new page up on my website that will be helpful to a lot of people. Before, interested buyers had to click on every thumbnail on the gallery page to see which paintings were sold or not. Now there’s a page where all of my available artwork is shown in one place!

Go to ArtByCedar.com/AvailableArt.php

And for Art By Cedar at clearance prices: ArtByCedar.com/Clearance.php

Father’s Day is this Sunday. This year I will actually get to see my dad on Father’s Day! This never happens because we live so far apart.

So much of who I am came from my dad (my looks, my values, and a big chunk of my personality), and I just want to take a moment to explain why he is so awesome.

He is a natural teacher. When I was growing up, he taught me countless skills, including how to read, cook, drive, think critically, and be resourceful and enterprising.

Unlike most fathers, my dad was self-employed for most of my childhood and was therefore able to work from home. When I was little, I took it for granted that he and my mom were both always around, always available and attentive. Now that I’m grown-up and understand that this is not the norm for most American families, I see what a huge gift this was to me and my four siblings.

My dad is charismatic. He has a loud, booming laugh that is so distinctive that anyone who knows him can recognize it immediately from across a great distance. My dad has an abundant sense of humor that has infected us all. We laugh a lot in my family.

One of his defining traits is his creativity. He builds cool things. He comes up with innovative solutions to annoying problems. His mode of thinking is relentlessly creative. One of the things my dad taught me, mostly through his own example, is how to think creatively and follow through with a creative plan. How to solve problems as you go. If I had grown up in another family, I probably would not be an artist.

Case in point: here is a picture of my dad’s mailbox, a giant amanita muscaria mushroom, which he made.

My dad\

Here’s a poem I wrote back in college, about how fun it was as a child to have a dad like mine:

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The Theft of the Golden Banana

Daddy took us to Allan Brothers Coffee Company
where beside the hot bronze bench outside,
a golden banana, (embedded into the cement sidewalk,
we guessed, by a whimsical construction worker)
sat wedged, a gleaming delicious jewel.

We conspired, giggling anew with each visit,
about how we would steal it. How we would arrive, 3 am,
rapidly like black bats, leap from the car with crowbars,
and deftly chip our prize from its rocky bed,
how in Daddy’s hands it would light up the night.

We all knew that really the golden banana
was not something you could steal. So we got
a real banana, soft, perfectly arched, and Daddy used it
to make a mold, filled with our own goopy mix of cement.

That afternoon on a piece of plywood in the supple grass
we broke the banana out of its plaster shell, sanded it down
and misted it with shimmering gold spray paint, smoothly,
three coats each side. Daddy and us brought it
to the Allan Brothers Coffee girl, pony-tailed behind the counter,

and we told her, grinning, that we stole it from the sidewalk.
“See look,” and we held up Daddy’s crowbar and the girl
round-eyed, aghast, said “Oh my God you didn’t.”
And we erupted into gleeful rolling seizures, Daddy loudest,
with people turning from newspapers and conversations.

Other dads played catch with their kids, maybe watched movies.
“Sometimes you have to make your own golden banana,” Daddy said.
Now friends smirk at me, amused, and say “Why are you so weird?”
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